Wednesday, August 17, 2005
it's worst in fact.
my life's screwed. someone fix it back?
so yes. miss su changed nicki's seat in chem.
and now i'm sitting alone.
how great can that be.
the reason? i have tuition at home. its better for her to sit with someone who don't know anything so she won't be distracted.
what bullshit is this? you tell me!
i am uber pissed okay.
is it a crime to have tuition? and its not like i'm the only one who has tuition.
people in my class have too. it is common what.
and i admit, nicki and i do talk at times. but that is only because we understood the damn topic and were feeling bored.
but even when i tried to explain to nicki something that she don't understand,
it is interpreted as we are talking and i am distracting her.
wth!?
i bet its PANTY spreading UNFOUNDED RUMOURS!
she said that to dyan too!
and that is AN INSULT to me.
i am so fking angry larhh!
GRRRR!
i don't know what's up with teachers.
they like to just simply assume whether its right or wrong.
i really feel wronged. i really do.
even when i didn't do anything, i am picked on.
just because i left a bad impression at the beginning of the year?
but does that give them a right to judge me base on that?
it is unfair, to me.
but i can't be bothered anymore.
i am used to the whole world picking on me.
if one day, everyone did not pick on me,
it will be the day the world is gonna end.
i am sick of everything larhh. everything is my fault. forever my fault.
so fine, i am sorry.
arrghh. sorry for the above entry.
i just need to vent everything out.
so anyhow, the performance was crap.
we played like shit.
its so NOT up to standard.
kanna scolding, again. as usual.
its always the same old thing.
the whole committee except for one person got scolded.
@!#$%^&*()!~^%$$!@%^&~*!
yeah, sorry for all these rantings.
can't help it.
mass lecture tomorrow.
yawns. its gonna be uber boring.
god bless me.
misunderstood by their senseless perceptions.